Wednesday, March 13, 2019

head on pillow, 
as night does come
all is quiet, 
as the ceiling fan hums
these thoughts of you, 
they start to consume
and just that quick,
 i wish you in my room
but alas, there is no you
so my touch and i,
 we make do

it starts with such innocent thought,
  just your mere image
i don’t have to think hard,
 for my imagination,
 quite vivid
and too often my thoughts, 
slightly wicked

even as i fight those dirty notions
 my body,  already in motion
my breathing, 
 deep inhale, 
and a slow hot release
my legs,
 begin sliding over cool sheets
my back,
 raises to an arch
my knees, a slight bend
and try as i might to fight it,
my hand ,
       ..begins
              to 
                  descend

i’m warm, and crave you in my wetness
 my hips, now in motion, 
 grow more,
       and more
                  restless

these thoughts, 
keep flying
my fingers, in and out , 
sliding
my temperature, 
rising
my excitement,
 climbing
upon my hand, my body,
 now intensely grinding
my pillow, 
i’m biting
 my moans,
 near whining

my hand and hips 
working in opposition 
my entire body, 
in complete submission
to this idea of you, 
where my fingers now slide
I feel my muscles contract, 
as i continue to glide
out, 
in, 
and around...

and just like that,
my walls clamp down

my senses, all heightened 
my muscles, all tightened
intense contractions, my legs  all a flutter
my entire body,  a tense shudder

my muscles eventually give in 
to a softer twitch
yet,
 just these imagined thoughts of you,
leaves me bewitched

my breath almost empty 
as i take a deep sigh
still wishing it  you,
 between my thighs


because 
truth is 

 it’s your ass
 id love to be gripping tight
as you fucked me, 
deep into the night

so,
here i go again, 
because one thought, is all it takes
and that promise to myself 
to do this only once, 
now,
 I  must   break

~j~

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