EXPRESSION

Dead Poets Society

writing

Light is more important than the lantern,

The poem more important than the notebook,

And the kiss more important than the lips.

My letters to you

Are greater and more important than both of us.

They are the only documents

Where people will discover

Your beauty

And my madness.

.

~nizar qabbani ~

boys

Of all the animals, 
the boy is the most unmanageable.
~Plato

s~e~x

S is for the simple need.

E is for the ecstasy.

X is just to mark the spot

Because that's the one you really want.

~Nickelback

terrified

fuck starch ~fuck polish

garden

salt pale moon

velvety night

we've nothing to do

but wait

wait til dawn

and pray for a midsummers day

to bloom these flowers

once more

for it was your offered kiss

that sent me here

to this faded garden

like a sweet, serrated blade,

whispering dark

wicked promises

so exotic and erotic

that it ripped through

my badge of divinity

and sent me to my knees

but now

im all a chill

covered in frost

bleeding from thorns

holding tight

to my forbidden fruit

in a garden

all gods have forbade

waiting for you

to offer your kiss

once more

~j~

.

my inspiration?..

my fav couple, from my favorite show,

with a wicked lil song,

i love so much

:>

 Go watch --> http://youtu.be/9R3bLE1CiFs

~

"When I look on you a moment,

then I can speak no more,

but my tongue falls silent,

and at once

a delicate flame courses beneath my skin,

and with my eyes I see nothing,

and my ears hum,

and a wet sweat bathes me,

and a trembling

seizes me all over"

~ Sappho

trunk

ok this made me *lol* hard

and this place is about me

so it got posted.

.j.

out of the box

someone once said:

We all could learn a lot from crayons;

Some are sharp, Some are dull,

Some have weird names,

And all are different colors,

But they all have to learn to live in the same box.

Don't know about you,

but I'm sick of being a fucking crayon.

I wanna be a sharpener!

.

~j~

msg to those who dont get all this..

tight

if i hold you tight enough

do u think

u can become

a permanent part of me

so tight

i can feel your heart beating in mine

so tight

when i lick my lips it is only you i can taste

so tight

that when i breath in .. it is only you i smell

so tight

it would be impossible

to fall

and

B R E A K

.

~j~

temptation

Opportunity may knock only once,

but temptation leans on the doorbell.

~Author Unknown~

best love scene

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDDIDQh2814

..not just because Johnny Depp is the sexiest man around

but because we are all a lil crazy in our own right

and most days feel like our relationships

are like trying to fit a square peg in a round hole

June is my idol

not only does she get to kiss Johnny

but she found a man who simply

'gets her'

*sigh*

not to mention,.. the kiss is off the charts.

top 49 most influencial men

http://www.askmen.com/specials/2008_top_49/criss-angel-47.html

ok, because we are all dying to know..

these are the top 49 most influencial men

(according to askmen.com)

Chris Angel #47

ok, hes not like.. 'get a fire hose!' kinda hot..

but i would easily be influenced..

because he is hot, and kind of a freak..

which is SO damn hot in its own right.

but you really have to wonder what sex would be like
with a 'magician' ?..

..ropes, handcuffs, i mean.. shitloads of toys ..
Talk about exciting!..

as long as he doesnt just vanish on u

*poof*

right b4 climax.

i do have some discretion with the order of these boys however..

... Ryan Seacrest #44 ???????

what is this world coming to!??!

he could influence me to a good manicure.. AND THATS IT!

~ how did that guy even make the list??

some of the boys.. not so bad..

i was delighted to see Robert Downey Jr. @ #4

not that I'd mind being under his influence at all..

even if he,
 was under the unfluence too. ;)

(all puns completely intended)

couches

This world

is nothing more

than a

never ending

succession

of couches.

Those you

interview on,

sleep on,

fuck on,

dream on.

Each unique in its upholstered horror,

worn thin

and picked apart

by the cat.

So

lift those cushions

if you're looking

for change.

It's waiting for you

to find it

.

                                                                               ~j~

burn

my flesh burns

seeks solace in your hands

torture me

come take me, heal me

however much you want

it's yours

I'll give you entire dictionaries of words

if they could only tell you

of what I feel...

.j.

dessert

always let a man know you expect dessert

vulnerable

Love is not love until love's vulnerable.
~Theodore Roethke

music

if music can sooth a soul

then i am seeking

the perfect patterned recurrence of a beat

to cure this heartache

or

a simple riff

that tells me

u miss me too

.

~j~

story of my life

great lovers

All great lovers are articulate,

and verbal seduction

is the surest road

to actual seduction
~Marya Mannes

simple

I don't want to be tough

And I don't want to be proud

I don't need to be fixed

and I certainly don't need to be found

I'm not lost

I need to be loved

I just need to be loved

.

~j~

secret

EE

where the sun shines

my problem

now what

let loose!

bitch is back

Im a bitch, Im a bitch Oh the bitch is back

Stone cold sober as a matter of fact

I can bitch, I can bitch

'cause Im better than you

Its the way that I move

The things that I do

-Elton John

because

"If I am pressed to say why i loved him,

I feel it can only be explained by replying:

"Because it was he; because it was me""

.-Michel de Montaigne (1533-1592)

honesty

our story

When lovers moan,
they're telling our story.
Rumi

told u so

He's the only one who makes her feel like this
and she can't stand it.
She doesn't want to fall in love because falling hurts
and she can't undo a fall.
But part of her, the bigger part,
knows that she'll fall anyway.
And when he hurts her,
her small part will still say,
"I told you so."

what love is

Love is a temporary madness

It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.

And when it subsides you have to make a decision.

You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.

Because this is what love is.

Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement,

it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.

That is just being in love which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over

when being in love has burned away,

and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.

...Captain Corelli's Mandolin

trust

trust 'me'

its the most important lesson

a woman can learn

love is to be tasted

Kisses kept are wasted;

Love is to be tasted.

There are some you love, I know;

Be not loathe to tell them so.

Lips go dry and eyes grow wet

Waiting to be warmly met.

Keep them not in waiting yet;

Kisses kept are wasted.

~Edmund Vance Cooke~

perfect

being perfect...is okay for Barbie

but try to remember

she ended up with a guy

who has plastic balls

love

Love
It makes you so vulnerable.
It forces open your heart and it means someone can get inside.
You spend a lifetime building up all these defenses.
Daily, polishing your armor.
So nothing can hurt you, So no one can hurt you.
then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
and stupidly your in love.

who i am

I will present you
parts of myself
slowly
if you are patient and tender.
I will open drawers that mostly stay closed
and bring out places and people and things
sounds and smells, loves and frustrations,
hopes and sadnesses, bits and pieces
of three decades of life
that have been grabbed off in chunks
and found lying in my hands.
they have eaten their way into my memory,
carved their way intomy heart.
altogether- you or i will never see them
-they are me.
if you regard them lightly,
deny that they are important
or worse, judge them
i will quietly, slowly, begin to wrap them up,
in small pieces of velvet,
like worn silver and gold jewelry,
tuck them away in a small wooden chest of drawers
and close.

~John T. Wood

mothers

her helpfulness overshoots

her advice overflows

but i love her

her thoughts rapid and often lost to the point at hand

her body is tired and she refuses to rest

but i love her

she is beyond stubborn

and cant leave until she has ironed my jeans

but i love her

she is persistent and will never let me treat

even though her money is not there

but i love her

her skin is worn, her body is tired

yet her heart demands to keep going

and i love her even more

her face tells the story of time and hard work

her eyes have seen it all, but her hands give only love

and i love her even more

she has taught me strength beyond measure

and she has given me more than she will ever know

and i love her most of all.

enough said

u are more

you are more than the sum of parts

too easily captured in light and word,

cut and pasted and wasted

when they do not tell the story or even the cover of the book.

there is purpose to the person,

and every vision provisioned of hope

tells us more than the curve of skin

and the colour of your hair.

fair though you may be, you are more.

for every soul wears the shell of life,

every life wears the shell of experience,

and every experience is more than fate,

more than random chance and happenstance.

it is the forge of the soul, the furnace.

and how can eyes capture the truth of steel

forged in the fires of desires and the liars

who think that you are nothing more than the sum of some parts,

easily captured

but never held,

for they have touched nothing.

music

Music is feeling, then, not sound;

And thus it is that what I feel,

here in this room,

desiring you

-Wallace Stevens

Aquarius

Aquarius
You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra
'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

for me, it's comforting to know other people

are moody and just as sex crazed as I am.

I mean, nobody likes to be the odd man out

at least I know if there is no cure for me

someone else can speak my language.

:)

how to touch a woman

Seduce my mind and you can have my body,
..Find my soul and I'm yours forever.

your name

i long to be
wild and free
careless and crazy
dressed in
nothing but me

tickled by the rain
painted with the sun
& the only thing on my mind

your name
.j.

autumn

“Autumn,

the year's last,

loveliest smile.”

~William Cullen Bryant

e.e. cummings

i like my body when it is with your body.
It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body.
i like what it does, i like its hows.
i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones,
and the trembling -firm-smooth ness
and which i will again and again and again kiss,
i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur,
and what-is-it comes over parting flesh. . . .
And eyes big love-crumbs,
and possibly i like

the thrill of under me

you so quite new

~e.e. cummings~