I think.
A bit.
No, stop right there.
I think.
A lot.
Like a bit  *squared.
Infinity.
To the power of ten.
I ponder.
I muse.
I wonder
and then
I realize that
my life’s a mistake.
A mistake
upon error
upon assumption.

[i break]

I wish I were stronger.
I wish I could see
that girl
that I know
I could someday
just be.

.j.