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It's not enough that I stand waist deep. 

You would have me drown in you. 

~j~

lyric

~ You Can Pin And Mount Me Like A Butterfly~

~The Smiths~

Leaping

The Universe doesn't just let what you wish for
 fall right into your lap.

First, you have to recognize it.

Stand up, put forth effort, work.

Take leaps of faith.

There may be hurdles,
 there may be blessings.

This isn't because the Universe is cruel.

The Universe is smart.

It has it's own cat-string theory,
 and is well aware,

We don't appreciate things that just fall into our laps.

Damn Universe.
~j

Im just a girl.

Not a beautiful girl.

Not a show stopping,
wow,

look at her,

how can I meet her,

kind of girl.

Not a gorgeous girl.

Not a must have

her phone number,

gotta take her out

for a drink,

need to fuck her

kind of a girl.

Just a girl.

Just a make you laugh,

love you hard,
fuck you harder,

totally unfiltered,

hold nothing back,
love you like no other,

kind of a girl.
.j.