mothers

her helpfulness overshoots

her advice overflows

but i love her

her thoughts rapid and often lost to the point at hand

her body is tired and she refuses to rest

but i love her

she is beyond stubborn

and cant leave until she has ironed my jeans

but i love her

she is persistent and will never let me treat

even though her money is not there

but i love her

her skin is worn, her body is tired

yet her heart demands to keep going

and i love her even more

her face tells the story of time and hard work

her eyes have seen it all, but her hands give only love

and i love her even more

she has taught me strength beyond measure

and she has given me more than she will ever know

and i love her most of all.

enough said

u are more

you are more than the sum of parts

too easily captured in light and word,

cut and pasted and wasted

when they do not tell the story or even the cover of the book.

there is purpose to the person,

and every vision provisioned of hope

tells us more than the curve of skin

and the colour of your hair.

fair though you may be, you are more.

for every soul wears the shell of life,

every life wears the shell of experience,

and every experience is more than fate,

more than random chance and happenstance.

it is the forge of the soul, the furnace.

and how can eyes capture the truth of steel

forged in the fires of desires and the liars

who think that you are nothing more than the sum of some parts,

easily captured

but never held,

for they have touched nothing.

music

Music is feeling, then, not sound;

And thus it is that what I feel,

here in this room,

desiring you

-Wallace Stevens

Aquarius

Aquarius
You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra
'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

for me, it's comforting to know other people

are moody and just as sex crazed as I am.

I mean, nobody likes to be the odd man out

at least I know if there is no cure for me

someone else can speak my language.

:)

how to touch a woman

Seduce my mind and you can have my body,
..Find my soul and I'm yours forever.

your name

i long to be
wild and free
careless and crazy
dressed in
nothing but me

tickled by the rain
painted with the sun
& the only thing on my mind

your name
.j.

autumn

“Autumn,

the year's last,

loveliest smile.”

~William Cullen Bryant

e.e. cummings

i like my body when it is with your body.
It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body.
i like what it does, i like its hows.
i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones,
and the trembling -firm-smooth ness
and which i will again and again and again kiss,
i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur,
and what-is-it comes over parting flesh. . . .
And eyes big love-crumbs,
and possibly i like

the thrill of under me

you so quite new

~e.e. cummings~

first kiss

"The decision to kiss for the first time

is the most crucial in any love story.

It changes the relationship of two people

much more strongly than even the final surrender;

because this kiss

already has within it

that surrender."

~Emil Ludwig

Anais 3

"I am an excitable person

who only understands life lyrically, musically,

in whom feelings are much stronger as reason.

I am so thirsty for the marvelous

that only the marvelous has power over me.

Anything I can not transform into something marvelous,

I let go.

Reality doesn't impress me.

I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy,

and when ordinary life shackles me,

I escape,

one way or another.

No more walls."

~Anais Nin

1st kiss

You ask for the date of my birth?

Write this down.

It was the day you loved me

and gave me our first kiss

~Nizar Qabbani

carbs

--------

uhm, yeah

i was off carbs (again)...

my husbands been gone a day short of a week

and ive been doing geometry homework

with a sassy 9 year old

ALONE

and this morning...

i couldnt even stand to be around my crabby self

even AFTER coffee

so

after dropping Ty off at preschool..

i went straight to Great Harvest Bread Company

purchased my weight in fresh bread,

some warm cin. muffins

and honey butter

OH..

and a nice yummy orange pound cake

right now

its like sex !!

~ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~!

taste

Soft and sweet

The curves of your lips

Sinful should I waste.

So I will take every chance

For that perfect embrace

And savour every taste.

32 flavors

squint your eyes and look closer

I'm not between you and your ambition

I am a poster girl with no poster

I am thirty-two flavors and then some

And I'm beyond your peripheral vision

So you might want to turn your head

Cause someday you might find you're starving

and eating all of the words you said

~Ani DeFranco

edna

just another tale of how much

a woman gives for the sake

of her family..

Ms Stone

I need a little lovin'

at least two times a day

So when I call ya boy,

you better run here right away

Let's have a show of hands,

who's addicted to their man?

If I could do the things I want to you,

you'd be changing all your plans...

~Joss Stone

bad day

& if that doesn't cheer you up

your just screwed

fork in the road

whos feeling adventurous today!?!!

sleep

my youngest is still sleeping

he's so friggin cute, i could eat him!

he'll be up soon,..

then i'll post blogs with curse words.

ahhh~ motherhood

button

i went there

they dont sell this

...those fuckers lie

any other suggestions?

vegas

You Are the Ace of Hearts

Youthful and playful, you love life and the world. You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know. Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors. And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel. You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep. You are easily swept away and easily hurt. A gamble you should take: Blackjack Your friends would describe you as: Unique Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer

What Playing Card Are You?

ok~ i do love to cook but "if i lived in vegas id be an up and coming chef?..

why can't i be one of those scantily clad dressed cocktail waitresses???!?

..or better yet a topless dancer!??!

how come all i can be in vegas is a chef!!??

is that a fat joke!??

clams

sounds like a nice place

after all...

my clam loves me when im drunk!
.j.

love song

There's a lyric to you
and I sing it.

There's a beat to you
 and I feel it.

There's a rythem to us
and we show it.

There's a love song here
 and we know it.
j

heres to....

stir

Release my body with your lips,
and stir my soul with the heat of your kiss.
~unknown~

seduce

It is not enough

to conquer;

... one must know how

to seduce!

simply put

It's not enough

that I simply

take your breath away.



I won't be satisfied

until I am

every breath you take.
~j~

pooh

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind.

"Pooh!" he whispered.

"Yes, Piglet?"

"Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw.

"I just wanted to be sure of you."

~A.A. Milne~

this time

...This time

I won't show I'm vulnerable

This time

I won't give in first

This time

I will hold out with my love

This time

I will not be hurt...

~Tracy Chapman~

Walt Whitman

tattoo

ive been thinking of a tattoo.. but what?.. something spiritual maybe.. so what would that be?... and don't say chinese symbols... im not chinese...... and let's face it...just because your tattoo has chinese symbols in it, doesn't make you spiritual... especially if it's right above the crack of your ass... how spiritual is that?... and it might just translate to 'beef with broccoli.' for all you know... not to mention the last time you did anything spiritual, you were probably praying to God you weren't pregnant... that doesn't make you spiritual!... NEXT.

risk

Risk..

And then the day came,when the risk

to remain tight in a bud

was more painful

than the risk it took

to Blossom.

~Anaïs Nin

go away

you are there

when the sleep

is fading from my eyes

and sometimes

when its just beginning to take over

you are there

in the verses of love songs

and in moments of a love scene

I refuse to cry

because you have taken over too many of my tears too.

I just wish you'd go away.

.

j

Einstein

"Imagination

is more important than knowledge."

~Albert Einstein

storms

~ I am not afraid of storms,

for I am learning how to sail my ship.

.

Nietzsche

red

I love you

not in

shades of grey,

nor shades of

black and white.

I love you

deep mahogany;

it's red

and

just feels right.

.
j

Anais 2

The body is an instrument

which only gives off music when it is used
as a body.

Always an orchestra,

and just as music traverses walls,

so sensuality traverses the body

and reaches up to ecstasy .

~Anais Nin

Anais

Only

the united beat

of sex

and heart

together

can create
 ecstasy.

~ Anais Nin

silence

Silence

is the only true friend

that never betrays

.

spanking

life lessons

wine

"We are all mortal

until the first kiss

and the second glass of wine."

~Eduardo Galeano

.

freeze time

if i could freeze time i would

id hold u tight through dark and light

id keep u with me

here

now

always

forever

this moment in time that touched me so

that made me grow

into love and all its splendor

because after this is what i fear

letting go

falling

fading

separating
.j.

if i could freeze time i would

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