glass of wine

find the will

find the right light

lose the stage fright

take a deep breath

let it all go

while wondering 

does he even know

no matter the pixels or resolution

its of no substitution

for what i really want him to view

what i long to put his body through

this desire isn’t captured in one shot

this intensity for his touch, you just cannot

fit in one quick image

so please, just pay me a visit

stay for awhile or all through the night

but give me the chance, so that i just might

show you the images you long to see

then log them to your memory, 
while your deep inside me

~j~