Weekends

dark dance floor, 

... and well, i’ll be damned..

i like where you have the nerve to slide your hand

i hear what your suggesting

and i feel your body expressing

all your ideas,  and dirty visions

and honestly,  i respect your ambitions

but those ideas of yours,  well,  i have all the best

and i don’t mean to be harsh, but you smell like all the rest

i’m sure you look grand, all hot and undressed

but it takes so much more for me to even be impressed

i mean, i don’t even know your name

so, on this dance floor, is where this moment will remain

because really, i hate this game

it just reeks of pure shame

and anonymous sex for me, is quite lame

see, i don’t think this takes much effort

and honestly, i’m worth so much better
for me, i need at least ‘knowing’, hell, even some ‘basic info'

oh, you like random sex? then kindly move on to the next bimbo

see, i have to be intrigued, fascinated, interested, and stimulated

 then all sexual possibilities are completely unlimited  

you see theres this darker child, she lives within

she’s been through a lot of shit in her life 

 {where would i begin?}

she’s gotta trust you

maybe even 'look up to’

she’s gotta know one hand 

is gentle, pure, and good

and the other hand has the confident strength,

 to show her why she should

and that’s the hand she likes best

that’s the hand, that will surely get her undressed

and beware, 

if your someone who can tap into her ’sexual-sense'

she’ll definitely open up

 and she can be pretty fucking intense 

but you?  i don’t mean to laugh at your expense

it’s not really you,  it’s me,  so don’t take offence

the stimulation i need,

 requires layers, depth, and serious passion

and someone who i trust will be able to handle

 all this sexual aggression 

for i have a need to be ‘j’ ..and not get lost in translation

but hey, watch that other hand,

 because that’s not an ‘ok location'

 truth be told,  i don’t mind all this flirtation

but flirt all you want,  there will still be no penetration 

as long as you know,  you don't intrigue me deeper

and this night for you, just keeps looking bleaker.

~j~