Fall in love and give your heart 

and this is what you gain..

Only hurt, only pain.

I said as much.

You told me

 no.

Added, 

“I’m different.

 I’ll show you so.”

I don’t know how to trust a man.

I told you that.

You said, 

“You can.”

Well, I can’t.

You see?

Again I'm right.

and now

empty inside

so let’s just call it

a fucking night.

~j