Monday, July 30, 2018

fantasy




 I want you to know
 when I think of you
the clothes slip off
 [inhibitions, too] 
and my dirty mind
 takes a dirty trip
 making dirty stops 
with imagined lips
 as I dream of your smell
 and the salt of your skin
 and the moment when
 I'd get to take you in 
As my fingers of thought
 feel your body drenched with sweat
 This fantasy of you
 leaves my brain soaking wet
~j


you'd ruin me, 
wickedly 
i’d let you do it,
willingly
i’d not flee,
skittishly 
you’d stir me,
forbiddingly
i’d enjoy you,
deliciously 
i’d bend to you,
submissively
you’d please me,
thrillingly 
i’d beg you,
profusely
i’d take all of you,
permissively 
you’d satisfy me,
instinctively 
i’d want it again,
repeatedly
you’d haunt me,
chillingly 

~j~
come treat my curves
like delectable hors d’oeuvres  
devouring me as such
with no need to rush
let your sweet tongue slide
let your fingers glide
and i assure you,
 my body will oblige

i, in turn, 
want a taste of your flesh
want to feel your warm breath
want to know you, know best
how your body feels when tense
in the build up of suspense
your release, and surrender
to be soaked
 in your splendor

~j~

i want to be taken
with no choice for the making
with a fervor that can’t be contained,
an intensity that can’t be restrained 
just take without asking
no soft touches, just grabbing
no soft bated breath, just gasping
like you simply can’t wait
until we’ve reached that 
labored breathing state


~j~

its the taste of a man
his sweet and his salt
his hard and his soft
that drives me insane

in order to appreciate his quality 
you’ve got to know his flavor
i mean, really get in and savor
all that makes him unique

his refined taste along my tongue
is like complete intoxication
i lose all concentration
and my appetite becomes ablaze 

maybe i have a sophisticated palate
of flesh, sweat, 
heat and skin
or maybe just a 
keen taste for 

sin.

~j~

    

Give to me your stubbled cheek
pressed into my sheet 
as I straddle your back,
 perched brave on bare knees,
 so my tongue may delight 
in the curve of your spine
 and we can entangle our sins 
and I can 
fuck 
you 
as mine.
~j


I think it’s time
to drop the flirty
and just admit
we’re feeling dirty.
Whipped cream,
satin sheets,
whispered words
both hot and sweet.
Softly tell me
what you need,
I’ll give it up,
I’ll make you bleed.
Use magic words,
electric touch,
’til every breath
becomes too much.
Take all you have,
give all I’ve got.
I say we do it, boy,
we’d make sex hot.


.j.

I'd like...

I'd like
to get you,
one night,
all alone,
bring emotional
baggage,
make your body
my home,
unpack my
affection,
move my love
right in,
hang up
my clothes
and paint your walls
..with sin.
.
~j~

It’s the dark part of you 
that reels me in
hook, 
line 
and sinker 
I want to feel 
all of your sin
And I’d gladly drown
in the depths 
of your endless delight
if you’d promise 
that I might survive 
just one night.
~j~


I need it.
I mean it.
Release.
While my heart seeks peace.
Someone,
take me.
Half on the bed,
half on the floor,
I want it.
I need it.

[i'm willing
to be that whore]

~j

If you really want to
fuck with her mind,
just do it.
Let’s get to it.
Call her up.
Take her out.
Try to make her
less devout.
Strip off her dress
and then get into her skin.
Peel down silk stockings
and teach her of sin.
She’s more than ready
and she’s wet
let’s see how far
that you can get.
Just do it.
Fuck,
Let’s get to it.

~j~


i want to be in bed with you..

to kiss soft your lips
to slide against your hips
to hear close your whispers
to feel soft your fingers
to fill full my skin with shivers
to taste of your tongue
til i come completely undone
to beg you with all my ‘pleases’
to make you feel how much your needed
to hear close your moans
to feel you make my body your home
to capture you in the grip of my legs
to gasp.. and to beg..

to exhale with a quiet ‘yess’
as my body does express
how bad
.. i want to be in bed with you.

.j.







if you would kindly
grace
my face
with the tips 
of your fingers
for I can not 
simply 
let them linger 
much longer

this need, 
getting stronger
for the taste of your skin

you move them all coy
or maybe, pure ploy

but I give
you win
You reek of pure sin
and it’s got me all wet
So let’s fuck all these niceties 
And I’ll show you 
who you’ll  really get.


.j.




were different, not one in the same
sex for you 
a fun, 
childlike
 game

for me, if sex were a sport, 
id not give up 
until i was in 
the 
hall 
of 
fame

~j~
please let me have 
just one taste
for my tongue
 longs to trace
every square inch of you
right down 
to 
your 
base
and i’m sorry, 
but
 I  won’t  race
it will be a slow,
 easy pace
because i don’t want to miss 
one damned spot
especially if all i get
 is one damn shot
cuz boy, 
you should know,
i want some of 
everything 
you’ve got.

~j~


you ask of this girl 
to describe her soul
if you sifted these postings 
then you’d already know

you think your sly,
with your rhyming and intrigue?
i’ll tell you straight up, 
it’s not me you’ll achieve

please take your wicked tongue
and sinister plot
take it off this page
and down the block
because this girls
‘heart-lights’ 
aren’t shining
and if you really read any of my shit,
you’d not find that surprising.

.j.

it’s true
i’m a sucker
for sex in public
when the mood strikes
its a skirt that gets hiked
in a stall, i’ll get bent
i’ll beg 'till you relent
i’ll heavily plead,
my desires and needs
until you give in
until my body gets pinned
somewhere slightly discrete 
but there’s no denying my heat
& FYI 
there’s no keeping my composure
once my need takes over.


~j~



Try to read, Try to cook, 
But my fingers sliding along these pages is all it took.
Now, all I can think about,
 is how I’d like to read
 and devour your body 
.. like my favorite book.
And cause all other jealous readers 
.. to turn and look.

 ~j~ 

Please,
Study me
 like the Pope
 does the Bible

But fuck me 
like 
sin

~j~